alwryn

HO MAH GAH. This week and next week, then I have THREE WHOLE WEEKS without school. Man, days off. I can't wait to squander them.

Buh. I figured, ya know, with me in college and working all the time that I would be too busy to worry about women issues. Apparently someone lied to me. I think it was me. Not only is it becoming painfully aware that the girl I've been head over heels for the past five months is not interested, but I have a feeling that my friendship with her is likely cool at best, if not antartic fuggin cold. Then, a girl from my past has popped back up. No romantic problems here (BIG SHOCK!). Just, she's someone I failed to protect in the past, and now that she needs me in the most minor of ways, I can't, or likely won't, help her.
It's coming up on a year now that the most important person in my recent life left me high and dry when I was in the midst of confusion. And oddly, the time frame is the only reason I'm thinking about it. Maybe in another year I'll have forgotten completely.
We'll see how things go. In the mean time, I'll try not to loose any fingers in the kitchen over this.

Another social networking site to browse. I remember I time when I dispised these things. But hey, whatever works to keep in contact with people these days.